I hate myself to feel this way. I tried to hide my feelings for you for so long, trying to make myself believed that this is not love. But why isn’t when I’m now so sure with this crazy feelings of mine towards you EVERYthing changes.. Yiehh bakit ka kasi ganyan.
Some things are better left unsaid and undone. Tsktsk, its for the best..
Ever since I really wanted to experience to be admitted in the hospital unfortunately this was really the first time tapos undergo agad ng apendectomy, ay Bongga! I never expected that I would really undergo that operation, I was just shock when my doctor confronted me his findings that I have to undergo surgery as soon as possible. I can’t explain the feeling yong tipong iiyak nalang ako sabay dasal na bakit sakin pa nangyari yon. Sobrang lungkot dahil ganun nalang ang salubong ng 2012 sakin, sobrang hirap dahil malayo ako sa pamilya ko at wala ako magawa kundi mag.dasal at magtiwala kay papa LORD. Ang hirap isipin pero i became a fighter, I tried to face that fear and fortunately I survived. And now ready again to face another battles in life alam ko na isa lang to sa mga pag.subok sakin :( Lesson learned na din sakin to value life coz’ we really never know kung hanggang saan lang mag.eend lang life natin sa mundong ibabaw. Kaya naman we have to take care of ourselves, value everything especially the ones who really cares for us. God knows everything, God knows us :)
